i've just found out that slumdog millionaire got a pretty well-done soundtrack. or maybe it's me who's slightly into hindi music =P found this mv recently, and makes me want to watch the movie all the more...love the latika theme and the song by M.I.A too.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UFpZ2mlR04I

Currently listening to: jai ho

All I want to do is BANG BANG BANG BANG!
And KA-CHING!
And take your money

funny I think this was the most suitable soundtrack played on that time when the two kids were running away from Maman and his men on the train. It was quite a bitter scene I find. Finding out when kids like em were still going to be exploited even after going through so much. How inhumane...making me wonder whether all this was a product of the caste system in India.

Psalm 5

Lead Me in Your Righteousness

To the choirmaster: for the flutes. A Psalm of David.

 ¹Give ear to my words, O LORD;
   consider my^">(A) groaning.
²Give attention to the sound of my cry,
   my^">(B) King and my God,
   for^">(C) to you do I pray.
³O LORD, in^">(D) the morning you hear my voice;
   in the morning I prepare a sacrifice for you^[a] and^">(E) watch.

 ⁴For you are not a God who delights in wickedness;
   evil may not dwell with you.
⁵The^">(F) boastful shall not^">(G) stand before your eyes;
   you^">(H) hate all evildoers.
⁶You destroy those who speak^">(I) lies;
   the LORD abhors^">(J) the bloodthirsty and deceitful man.

 ⁷But I, through the abundance of your steadfast love,
   will enter your house.
I will^">(K) bow down^">(L) toward your^">(M) holy temple
   in the fear of you.
^8">(N) Lead me, O LORD, in your righteousness
   because of my enemies;
   ^">(O) make your way straight before me.

 ⁹For there is no truth in their mouth;
   their inmost self is^">(P) destruction;
^">(Q) their throat is^">(R) an open grave;
   they^">(S) flatter with their tongue.
^10">(T) Make them bear their guilt, O God;
   let them^">(U) fall by their own counsels;
because of the abundance of their transgressions cast them out,
   for they have rebelled against you.

 ¹¹But let all who^">(V) take refuge in you^">(W) rejoice;
   let them ever sing for joy,
and spread your protection over them,
   that those who love your name may^">(X) exult in you.
¹²For you^">(Y) bless the righteous, O LORD;
   you^">(Z) cover him with favor as with^">(AA) a shield.

i think i've seen that boy before, and probably have even shaked hand with him. this altogether is too creepy.

some are just too innocent, sometimes they don't know what you do know. it can be tremendously tough to talk to them regarding some nasty things which they possibly wouldn't believe as existed.

while some others who are not too innocent, they may come from a different faith or they are just simply of the opposite gender.

some are just too old or blush too much to be goofy together...while some youngsters are just too young to be talking about the hopeful and prospectful future with you.

meanwhile, those from the same age can just come from a very different educational/family/ethnic/national background from you, thus requiring some adaptation to be close with as well.

being good friends, it's not that easy...it takes time to build trust, it requires lots of sacrifices too. i believe it's a must to have best friends from the same gender though. same faith too. but don't neglect your friends coming from a different faith, please.

Craig David - Insomnia (accoustic)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QUWjUFaGC38&feature=related

Wheesung - Insomnia

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MLYg8rwdihM

Jesse Mccartney - How Do You Sleep

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NIKvgEFFiHQ

It's been about a year now
Ain't seen or heard from you
I been missin' you crazy
How do you how do you sleep
I found the letter you wrote me
It still smells just like you
Damn those sweet memories
How do you how do you sleep
How do you sleep

Seriously, how to sleep? Especially when you feel that your life starts only at night time O_O Been so insomniac lately, this ain't healthy at all =.=

Currently listening to: song no 1 above
Currently feeling: insomniac

Psalm 39

What Is the Measure of My Days?

To the choirmaster: to^">(A) Jeduthun. A Psalm of David.

 ¹I said, "I will^">(B) guard my ways,
   that I^">(C) may not sin with my tongue;
I will^">(D) guard my mouth with a muzzle,
   so long as the wicked are in my presence."
²I was^">(E) mute and silent;
   I held my peace to no avail,
and my distress grew worse.
 ³My^">(F) heart became hot within me.
As I mused, the fire burned;
   then I spoke with my tongue:

 ⁴"O LORD,^">(G) make me know my end
   and what is the measure of my days;
   let me know how fleeting I am!
⁵Behold, you have made my days a few handbreadths,
   and^">(H) my lifetime is as nothing before you.
Surely^">(I) all mankind stands as a mere breath!
                         Selah

 ⁶Surely a man^">(J) goes about as a shadow!
Surely for nothing^[a] they are in turmoil;
   man^">(K) heaps up wealth and does not know who will gather!

 ⁷"And now, O Lord, for what do I wait?
   ^">(L) My hope is in you.
⁸Deliver me from all my transgressions.
   ^">(M) Do not make me the scorn of the fool!
^9">(N) I am mute; I do not open my mouth,
   ^">(O) for it is you who have done it.
^10">(P) Remove your stroke from me;
   I am spent by the hostility of your hand.
¹¹When you discipline a man
   with^">(Q) rebukes for sin,
you^">(R) consume like a^">(S) moth what is dear to him;
   ^">(T) surely all mankind is a mere breath!
                         Selah

 ^12">(U) "Hear my prayer, O LORD,
   and give ear to my cry;
   hold not your peace at my tears!
For I am^">(V) a sojourner with you,
   a guest, like all my fathers.
^13">(W) Look away from me, that I may smile again,
   ^">(X) before I depart and^">(Y) am no more!"

You are Red Wolf, who is not afraid of meeting new people, and are kind to everybody.  -> ok
You are very sociable and extremely innocent woman. -> can appear extremely innocent...just before you know me too well...
There are many unique type of people in Red Wolf.  -> yeah right
You are bold enough to push your own way, without being restricted by tradition and common knowledge. -> true
You don't care what the other people think of you. -> extremely true
You want to do as you wish. -> hahaha
Therefore, your life style and preferences are little bit different from others. -> true
You dislike having no style of your own. -> true, which explains my fashion style
You possess your own sense of balance, and you create your own environment. -> true
You have sharp instinct that you use in daily life. -> maybe yea
This makes you do a good job of life. ->
You are very pure inside, but this sometimes can create misunderstanding. -> really meh?
Your action that you do unconsciously may not be understood by the others. -> true
Once you decide on something, you will definitely carry it out.
But that may be today or a year later. -> ...
This makes it difficult to plan other things.
You ought to be careful not to give up so easily. -> this is true as well
Although you tend to be rather unique, the way you look for originality makes you successful in the field of designing and planning. -> i should have been a fashion designer or something
You are cheerful and have dreams, so you can adapt to circumstances quite easily. -> the later part is correct
You have a good sense of balance. -> true
You can think and calculate about your future. -> always true
You may go for an arranged marriage. -> *vomit blood* i'd then be the runaway bride as well...

and now princess plue is playing a role in cinderella: complete with the cunning stepmother, 2 very nice step sisters, 1 prince of 1 step sister, and also a lovely fairy godmother to the 3 girls!

"Someday We'll Know"
(feat. Jonathan Foreman)

[Mandy] Ninety miles outside Chicago
Can’t stop driving I don’t know why
So many questions, I need an answer
Two years later you're still on my mind

[Jonathan] Whatever happened to Amelia Earhart?
Who holds the stars up in the sky?
Is true love just once in a lifetime?

[Both] Did the captain of the Titanic cry?

Oh, Someday we’ll know
[Mandy] If love can move a mountain
[Both] Someday we’ll know
[Jonathan] Why the sky is blue
[Both] Someday we’ll know
Why I wasn’t meant for you...

[Mandy] Does anybody know the way to Atlantis?
[Jonathan] Or what the wind says when she cries?
[Mandy] I’m speeding by the place that I met you

[Both] For the ninety-seventh time...Tonight

Someday we’ll know
[Mandy] If love can move a mountain
[Both] Someday we’ll know
[Jonathan] Why the sky is blue
[Both] Someday we’ll know
Why I wasn’t meant for you...
Yeah, Yeah, Yeah, Yeah

Someday we’ll know
[Jonathan] Why Samson loved Dalilah?
[Both] One day I'll go
[Mandy] Dancing on the moon
[Both] Someday you’ll know
That I was the one for you....

[Both] Open up the world

[Mandy] I bought a ticket to the end of the rainbow

[Jonathan] Watched the stars crash in the sea

[Mandy] If I can ask God just one question

[Both] Why aren’t you here with me tonight?

Oh, Someday we’ll know
[Jonathan] If love can move a mountain
[Both] Someday we’ll know
[Mandy] Why the sky is blue
[Both] Someday we’ll know
Why I wasn’t meant for you...
Yeah, Yeah, Yeah, Yeah

Someday we’ll know
[Jonathan] Why Samson loved Delilah
[Both] One day I'll go
[Mandy] Dancing on the moon
[Both] Someday you’ll know
That I was the one for you....

Currently listening to: someday we'll know - mandy moore and jonathan foreman

hari ini adalah salah satu pengalaman yang paling membuat trauma selama bekerja di tempat yang sekarang.

melihat anjing/kucing yang lewat saja bisa membuatku mengingat semua yang telah kami lakukan bersama2. benar-benar menyeramkan. membuatku merasa bersalah. sedang tidak bisa makan daging. gambar2 tikus yang sedang sekarat, kelinci lucu yang disuntik dengan paksa dan disedot darahnya disana sini, benar-benar masih nyata di dalam otakku. badan sempet gatal2, syukurlah setelah mandi dan melepas semua pakaian yang terkontaminasi mendingan rasanya. rasanya hari ini hidung terus menerus mengingat memori bau kandang hewan-hewan malang itu juga. mengingatnya saja membuatku mual rasanya. mudah-mudahan daku tidak harus selalu berada di tempat saat diadakan operasi.

anyway, thank God for KTB bawah...happy 19th birthday Sinta =)