V1:
You be my princess
I'll be your toad
I'll follow behind you
on rainbow road
Protect you from red shells
wherever we go
I promise.

V2:
Noone will touch us
if we pick up a star
If you spin out
you can ride in my car
When we slide together
we generate sparks
in our wheels and our hearts

Chorus:
The finish line
is just around the bend
I'll pause this game
so our love will never end
Let's go again

V3:
The blue shell is coming
so I'll go ahead
If you hang behind
it'll hit me instead
but never look back
cause I'm down but not dead
I'll catch up to you

Bridge:
Don't worry about
Bowser or DK
Eat this glowing mushroom
and they'll all fade away

Chorusx2

to the mushroom cup
and the flower cup
and the star cup
and the reverse cup

walalalalala
walalalalalawaluigiiiiii

listen to the song here:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VDBpQVhCMb8

lolz

p.s. do you know that there is a Princess Daisy in the Mario series =P ? I've just known about it.

and so it was a fast-paced 23rd birthday...nothing special i thought when i first woke up at 3 am, only a 23rd birthday. isn't this what a normal human being would think?

i checked out my phone and found the first sms congratulating me, it was ardi. ok good, at least he got it. then second one was pat's. it was like that also right last year. i think so lolz =P

i slept again until about 7 am. found many comments on my facebook. at first i was thinking of buying myself a birthday present today but i just knew that it wouldn't be possible. at 730 my mom called, followed by my bro. my dad sms-ed me later on at about lunch time after failing to call me. cos i didn't pick up. sorry dad...and thanks to my fam they're always there for me truthfully.

at work things were nice, as usual this happens to almost everyone at our place who gets his/her birthday that day =P and, people smiled at me, wished me happy birthday, the students were very nice too at about 10 am, sue and celeste presented me their yearly art attack. this time around the theme was noir, I guess? If they think I like movies, then yup it's quite correct heheh it was creative, though got lots of used newspaper balls inside =P lolz got buttered popcorn, card for the best leading lady made by our beloved sue (which they regarded as me lah on this day heheh), and a dvd which was jeremy's idea, entitled "driving miss daisy". a deep movie about racism from 1989 which was an award-winning one. the masterpiece was all in black and gold. cool.

and so i did work as usual, tested my stuffs collected samples etc etc until lunch time. they took me to sushi tei. reminded me of my internship last time, i was also treated at exactly the same place by my supervisor =p ordered lots of food, the meal was very fulfilling but very nice. thanks again all =)

then after went back from there, i got this delicious brownie from shiyun and a super-duper cute koala bear from ronica. thank you =) after a while, sue and me went to nus to do the you-know-what near lt22. it took so long, and we're supposed to be back again to the unit next week =/

got back at around 5.10, we then went for teabreak. ate famous amos cookies which our boss got from roche. everything was lovely today at work. sugarcoated and yet pure lovely =D i dunno how to describe it honestly...

ardi picked me up outside nanos. he was 8 mins early from my off duty time. i went out at abt 6:11 pm. went dinner at matrix, which of course sounded a bit loathable for a bday dinner. but still daisy, give thanks. c'mon...at least the bday lunch covered for it =P i had to be ordered around for my bday. imagine man, it's my 23rd bday and it's still like this. remember that i'm no longer a student in nus =P after a while we chitchatted, things were suspicious yada yada he told me to wait for quite 15 min then told me to go home. of course something was on la obviously. i went home, he was there too. yusita came out from her room. nothing happened for quite a while. then jo came and told me that nobody else can come they're busy yada yada. cannot even buy cake...haha which sounded very strange to me...all the dramas =P but yea thanks for doing this to a 23 year old =p c'mon i'm a 23 year old lady.

all of the sudden, yusita came out with the birthday cake, cindy, erlinda...then *silence* and followed by haskell samuel mark hartanto and johni. they've succesfully hidden their shoes and sandals below the sofa. great job friends thanks for the fruit cake, love it. there was a q n a session, eating cake, and appreciation time from me to them, and them to me also =P what i didn't find in nus iscf that i can easily find in ibn is acceptance and appreciation. of course iscf bros and sisters got lots of other benefits that we all know. but yup i guess can learn from both sides. from the nus iscf side still can be reminded that money and all the stuffs that we can enjoy from money are not everything crucial.

I always love comments from observant and detail oriented people. those are people whom i can trust the most for giving me advice and suggestions and critiques.

yeah yeah that was the chronology of my 23rd birthday. Thank God for everything time to go back to God...

and no, no, i'm not telling y'all what i got from ardi. it's kind of embarrassing, though very cute and GENIUS.

by now i really think i have limited brain. but who doesn't?

sedang mempersiapkan diri menghadapi 3 juta rupiah melayang...*sigh* not so fast you're taking my hard-earned cash.

guys, guys...sometimes they are indeed so cute in their behavior...I totally agree.

what I dislike about the fellowship:

it's not that I hate the people you see. but it's true, when you're with outsiders, they accept you as who you are. they don't look down upon you just because you swear or whatever. face it that we are all sinners. it's not like i forgot about my whole identity as one redeemed by Christ. But please la, who would like being around people who only want to befriend those who look perfect/sinless on the outside? This kind of friendship is full of bullshit if you get what I mean. Even our God accepted us when we were all sinful. Or did you forget that? When you don't sin the way others do it doesn't mean you'll never ever fall into the same pattern. I'm such a fallen angel, oh yeah.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=q_HQm5uQ1sg&feature=related

I think this is the coolest piece from the whole movie...and the beautiful shoot of the oak trees, river, and mountains. Simply gorgeous and grand.

About the movie, if you ask me, I love highschool vampire love story =P go ahead and watch it if you're still a highschooler in your head like me. How I dream to be in highschool forever like them...

Yiruma (born 15 Feb 1978, currently 30 years old, Seoul, Korea) is a South Korean piano music composer. He is married to Miss Korea, Son Hye-im.

Yiruma is well known throughout the world, and his albums are sold all over Asia, as well as the United States and Europe. His most famous pieces include "Kiss the Rain", "Maybe" and "River Flows in You" (First Love). In recent months, "River Flows in You" is commonly mistaken for the love theme of the movie "Twilight," titled "Bella's Lullaby."

Yiruma - Kiss the rain

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jCSe66pWNmc&feature=related

Yiruma - River flows in you

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rhN7SG-H-3k&feature=related

Yiruma - Maybe

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=f9E6TFb6QRk&feature=related

Yiruma - Wait there

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4T4d3kk33Mg&feature=related

Yiruma - Destiny of love

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9eRKiJ8lT3A&feature=related

Yiruma - Love me

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4oYlR8WRLqk&feature=related

Yiruma - Tears on love

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vQ1JAuBeVAE&feature=related

Yiruma - It's your day

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gBfUV0y9RHA&feature=related

good for accompanying you in melancholic mood or simply when you want music to make you fall asleep easily...zzz nice (Y)

Currently listening to: river flows in you

I'm really starting to think whether people have different degree of guilt in their conscience. Sins do erode conscience, but there's gotta be a different starting level for everyone...at least that's what I can comprehend for now.

i always get pissed off by non-living things. i think i've lost my mind sometimes. but it's true. i get angry at myself and non-living things more easily than i get angry at people. i tend to forgive and forget about other people's error, but not myself's. this is why i've been so depressed all these while.

now that my male and female soulmates are gone...*sigh*

but life must go on.

“Yet he hath made with me an everlasting covenant.”

2 Samuel 23:5

This covenant is divine in its origin. “He hath made with me an everlasting covenant.” Oh that great word He ! Stop, my soul. God, the everlasting Father, has positively made a covenant with thee; yes, that God who spake the world into existence by a word; he, stooping from his majesty, takes hold of thy hand and makes a covenant with thee. Is it not a deed, the stupendous condescension of which might ravish our hearts forever if we could really understand it? “HE hath made with me a covenant.” A king has not made a covenant with me—that were somewhat; but the Prince of the kings of the earth, Shaddai, the Lord All-sufficient, the Jehovah of ages, the everlasting Elohim, “He hath made with me an everlasting covenant.” But notice, it is particular in its application. “Yet hath he made with me an everlasting covenant.” Here lies the sweetness of it to each believer. It is nought for me that he made peace for the world; I want to know whether he made peace for me! It is little that he hath made a covenant, I want to know whether he has made a covenant with me. Blessed is the assurance that he hath made a covenant with me! If God the Holy Ghost gives me assurance of this, then his salvation is mine, his heart is mine, he himself is mine—he is my God.

This covenant is everlasting in its duration. An everlasting covenant means a covenant which had no beginning, and which shall never, never end. How sweet amidst all the uncertainties of life, to know that “the foundation of the Lord standeth sure,” and to have God’s own promise, “My covenant will I not break, nor alter the thing that is gone out of my lips.” Like dying David, I will sing of this, even though my house be not so with God as my heart desireth.

the willingness to better another. to be a blessing for another. not to make decisions for the sake of oneself. but for another. that was what i called love. i just recalled that one. even if that kind of love was not with me, as i thought i was often selfish, i hope it is, now.

Today is gonna be the day
That they're gonna throw it back to you
By now you should've somehow
Realized what you gotta do
I don't believe that anybody
Feels the way I do about you now

Backbeat, the word is on the street
That the fire in your heart is out
I'm sure you've heard it all before
But you never really had a doubt
I don't believe that anybody
Feels the way I do about you now

And all the roads we have to walk are winding
And all the lights that lead us there are blinding
There are many things that I would
Like to say to you
But I don't know how

Because maybe
You're gonna be the one that saves me
And after all
You're my wonderwall

Today was gonna be the day
But they'll never throw it back to you
By now you should've somehow
Realized what you're not to do
I don't believe that anybody
Feels the way I do about you now

And all the roads that lead you there were winding
And all the lights that light the way are blinding
There are many things that I would like to say to you
But I don't know how

I said maybe
You're gonna be the one that saves me
And after all
You're my wonderwall

I said maybe
You're gonna be the one that saves me
And after all
You're my wonderwall

I said maybe
You're gonna be the one that saves me
You're gonna be the one that saves me
You're gonna be the one that saves me

we've come so far and we've reached so high
and we've looked each day and night in the eye
and were still so young and we hope for more
we've come a long way
but were not to sure where we've been
we've had success
we've had good times
but remember this,

Been on this path of life for so long
Feel I've walked a thousand miles
Sometimes strolled hand in hand with love
Everybody's been there
With danger on my mind I would stand on the line of hope
I knew I could make it
Once I knew the boundaries I looked into the clouds and saw
My face in the moonlight
Just then I realised what a fool I could be
Just cause I look so high I don't have to see me
Finding a paradise wasn't easy but still
There's a road going down the other side of this hill

Never forget where your coming from
Never pretend that it's all real
Someday soon this will all be someone else's dream

Been safe from the arms of disappointment for so long
Feel each day we've come too far
Yet each day seems to make much more
Sure is good to be here
I understand the meaning of "I can't explain this feeling"
Now it feels so unreal
At night I see the hand that reminds me of the stand I make
The fact of reality

Never forget where your coming from
Never pretend that it's all real
Someday soon this will all be someone else's dream

We've come so far and we've reached so high
And we've looked each day and night in the eye
And we're still so young and we hope for more
But remember this
We're not invincible, we're not invincible - No
We're only people, we're only people
Hey we're not invincible, we're not invincible
So again I'll tell you

Never forget where your coming from
Never pretend that it's all real
Someday soon this coud be some else's dream X3

nowadays, i think the one who sticks with you when you're in a suitable marriage age, that will be your jodoh, provided yeah u know all the criteria, then you love one another, etc. love is really a matter of timing. 9 ends 2 outs was right. i'm still 23. i dunno whom am i going to end up with. you know too that life is full of changes and one's head can change with time. even when at first they say they won't change, you know they will at some point in their lives.

Currently listening to: yovie nuno - lebih dekat denganmu nanti, juwita

eh, eh…
eh, eh…

Ada satu hal yang tidak ku sukai
dari kamu dan paling sering kau ulangi
kadang-kadang bikin ku ill feel
kadang-kadang bikin ku ill feel

Tiap hari aku, tiap hari terus
hanya mendengar kau mengeluh dan mengeluh
kadang-kadang bikin ku ill feel
kadang-kadang bikin ku ill feel

Ku hanya beritahu
tapi terjadi lagi

[2X:]
Eh, eh, kok gitu sih?
Lhoh kok marah?!
Jangan gitu sayang, jangan gitu sayang

Kamu lebih rilex saja
daripada kamu mengeluh dan mengeluh
Tenang, saja, tenaaang…
Aku masih dengan kamu

Tiap hari aku, tiap hari terus
Hanya mendengar kau mengeluh dan mengeluh
Kadang-kadang bikin ku ill feel
Kadang-kadang bikin ku ill feel

Ku hanya beritahu
tapi terjadi lagi

[2X:]
Eh, eh, kok gitu sih?
Lhoh kok marah?!
Jangan gitu sayang, jangan gitu sayang

Jangan.. jangan.. jangan.. janganlah…
Jangan.. jangan.. jangan.. janganlah…

Huu.. huu… huu….

[3X:]
Eh, eh, kok gitu sih?
Lhoh kok marah?!
Jangan gitu sayang, jangan gitu sayang

Jangan gitu sayang, jangan gitu sayang

Jangan gitu sayang, jangan gitu sayang

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VW8APS1dRok

this is almost 2009. not something like 1980s or 1990s. many things were different back then.

project pop - TTN

5 bulan kita bersama
melewati suka dan duka
apo maksud perlakuanmu ini?
Teman atau kekasih?
Jelaskan padaku sekarang….

Bolak balik ku bilang suka,
berkali kali kali ku katakan cinta
tak bosan2 aku bertanya
maukah engkau jadi kekasihku

Perhatianmu lebih dari teman
perlakuanmu lebih dari preman
katamu aku teman tapi mesra
padahal aku teman tapi ngarep

Pacaran pacaran enggak bilang enggak
jangan kau gantungin diriku aku tak tahan lagi
Mau bilang mau ogah bilang ogah
jangan plin plan katakan padaku ayo tentukan sikapmu

Pedekate sudah kulakukan
ku tetap sabar sampai lima bulan
Kupenuhi apa yang engkau mau
24 hours 7 hari  seminggu

Pacaran pacaran enggak bilang enggak
jangan kau gantungin diriku aku tak tahan lagi
Mau bilang mau ogah bilang ogah
jangan plin plan katakan padaku ayo tentukan sikapmu

Ketika ku jauh kau bilang rindu
Ketika ku dekat sikapmu tak acuh
Kepalaku penuh tanda tanya
Kepalamu penuh tanda seru
Tanda tanya tanda seru
Aku bertanya kamu berseru
Apa ini apa itu ada udang dibalik batu

Pacaran pacaran enggak bilang enggak
jangan kau gantungin diriku aku tak tahan lagi
Mau bilang mau ogah bilang ogah
jangan plin plan katakan padaku ayo tentukan sikapmu

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3JSrMjXAHBA&feature=related

i consider myself to have met people with strange characters. those who can't be trusted, those who are unbelievably violent, those with the harshest words possible, and adulterers. some are those supposed to be closest to me, some are not. i consider these experiences valuable enough, not to judge everyone as hopeless sinners, but to forgive this kind of people in the future. seeing that i can run into any of them anytime anyway.

Currently listening to: younha - since u've been gone

just don't fall in love with me okay...i'm not even pretty.

Julia Roberts plays Maggie Carpenter, a spirited and attractive young woman who has had a number of unsuccessful relationships. Maggie, afraid of being married, has left a trail of boyfriends. Indeed, she's left three men waiting for her in church during wedding day (all of which are caught on tape), getting her tabloid fame and the dubious nickname Runaway Bride.

Meanwhile, in New York, reporter Ike Graham (played by Gere), writes a column about her that contains several factual errors. He's fired for it and then decides to write an in-depth article about Maggie in a bid to get his job back. He travels to Hale, Maryland, where he finds her living with her family and on her fourth attempt to become married. The fourth groom-to-be is Bob, a football coach at the local high school who treats Maggie like a mental patient.

After Ike forces Maggie to face her fears, the two find themselves becoming more and more attracted to each other. In the meantime, Maggie is still set to marry Bob, and so does her best to ignore her feelings for Ike. The situation in Ike's corner is similar; being divorced once himself, he's looking for love as well, but knowing that Maggie must make the decision to be with him over Bob, he does his best to stay out of it.

In the midst of the wedding rehearsal, Bob stands in for the priest, and asks Ike to stand in his place as the groom. This proves to be a mistake, when Ike and Maggie "practice" the kiss right in front of Bob. As a result, Bob punches Ike in the face before storming out of the church. Soon after, Ike and Maggie agree to marry since the wedding is already set to take place.

But on the day of the wedding, Maggie gets cold feet, and leaves Ike, too, standing at the altar. As she rides away on a FedEx truck, Ike runs after her, but can't catch up.

Later, when Ike returns to New York, he finds Maggie making friends with his cat, Italics. Maggie then explains why she's been running and "turns in" her running shoes just before proposing to Ike. The two are married in a private ceremony outside, on a hill. In the end, they are shown riding away on horseback.

p.s. somehow i can identify myself very well with Maggie Carpenter. but no, I don't want to leave a trail of boyfriends. very wrong. and troublesome too.  i dunno why, but women certainly can have sooo many fears in their lives.

the famous quote:

Maggie Carpenter: [on the perfect proposal] Look, I guarantee there'll be tough times. I guarantee that at some point, one or both of us is gonna want to get out of this thing. But I also guarantee that if I don't ask you to be mine, I'll regret it for the rest of my life, because I know, in my heart, you're the only one for me.

“Can the rush grow up without mire?”

Job 8:11

The rush is spongy and hollow, and even so is a hypocrite; there is no substance or stability in him. It is shaken to and fro in every wind just as formalists yield to every influence; for this reason the rush is not broken by the tempest, neither are hypocrites troubled with persecution. I would not willingly be a deceiver or be deceived; perhaps the text for this day may help me to try myself whether I be a hypocrite or no. The rush by nature lives in water, and owes its very existence to the mire and moisture wherein it has taken root; let the mire become dry, and the rush withers very quickly. Its greenness is absolutely dependent upon circumstances, a present abundance of water makes it flourish, and a drought destroys it at once. Is this my case? Do I only serve God when I am in good company, or when religion is profitable and respectable? Do I love the Lord only when temporal comforts are received from his hands? If so I am a base hypocrite, and like the withering rush, I shall perish when death deprives me of outward joys. But can I honestly assert that when bodily comforts have been few, and my surroundings have been rather adverse to grace than at all helpful to it, I have still held fast my integrity? then have I hope that there is genuine vital godliness in me. The rush cannot grow without mire, but plants of the Lord’s right hand planting can and do flourish even in the year of drought. A godly man often grows best when his worldly circumstances decay. He who follows Christ for his bag is a Judas; they who follow for loaves and fishes are children of the devil; but they who attend him out of love to himself are his own beloved ones. Lord, let me find my life in thee, and not in the mire of this world’s favor or gain.

i know that he truly cherishes me and not some other women out there, even after getting my attitude. i'll stay true to this.