why do people risk their lives in order to run organic reactions? even in the undergrad level?! don't they value their lives more than materials? these people...their stupidity is getting on my nerves. no btw, it's not my lab. but my mentor told me this kind of story. It's HCN. If you inhale just parts per million amount of it, you'll be death.

i'm so sorry but i love you, it's all lies. i didn't know that I need you before, now I know. i'm so sorry but i love you. out of anger, with those piercing words I drove you away. (8)

so addicted to this song...my taste has moved again to korean trance music. everytime life gets harder, i always like to listen to trance music. i guess it helps me move forward with the pain and harshness of life, to forget and not to become too melancholic.

also liking Big Bang - Always...Their member, G-Dragon, is an awesome composer.

Currently listening to: Big Bang - Lies
Currently feeling: busy

I've just talked to my very first best friend today (who was a servant in my house in Sby and now moved to Jakarta to serve in my uncle's household, my one and only Moslem good friend). Her name is Surip. Here's a clip of our conversation this morning.

Surip: Punya pacar ya sekarang?

Me: Ah nggak, putus kok.

Surip: Ah kok putus2 terus.

Me: Hahaha

I thought to myself what the heck...I love Surip. She was my best friend when nobody else wanted to befriend me in primary school. I miss her so much. She's got a 6-year-old son now and I've become a young adult studying in a university. She told me she would like to serve in my household when I got one (IF I'm married...), but unfortunately, I thought to myself...all men have gone either astray or incapable to be reliable in my sight =P =P =P and all the good guys have been taken...either that or they dislike me =P =P =P

Currently feeling: working

die, me! die a gruesome death and never return!

and I will never have any messages for anyone before I die.

oh, if only I were never born into this world, it would have been a much more peaceful place.

Currently feeling: die

sleepiness = solvent

i feel like i'm in a concentration camp sometimes.

Currently feeling: sleepy

braindead

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Currently feeling: braindead